There have been other eyes looking at me now,
yet they don’t have that look that burned my skin,
even this naked body sleeping next to mine
can’t give me that heat sensation that pleases my mind.

I know the damage has been done
and “Broken” might describe best the situation.
Now healing might look far from the equation
but it’s not enough reason for me to forget;
who you are, who I am, what we were
and what have been done of ourselves.

I’m wide awake with my sanity at stake,
and wide aware of my mistakes,
but never felt nor feel regret,
cause I’ve been caged for too long
yet wrapped in you I tasted the freedom
Even if once again I’m left alone.

The first time we shared our breath
I catch a glimpse of light,
now I fear the darkness one more time.
I’ve been a coward all my life,
hiding from reality with every gasp
because fantasy is easier to grasp.

Yet those nights in your breasts
you didn’t left room to the imagination,
in my fantasy there’s no better creation.
When you became the sin in my lust,
the doubt in my emotions,
the reminiscence of my dreams,
the haunt of my thoughts,
the muse of my best poem,
the one I wrote in your soul,
the ghost, the woman, the light.
What won’t I sacrifice,
To share my bed one more night.

I went to an unknown space looking for pleasure,
where my cruel intentions were set on manipulation,
but instead I ended up making love… Repeatedly,
until my soul left my exhausted body in precipitation.

My conscience woke me next to the empress,
but I didn’t want to let go, didn’t want you to leave.
The long night turned short wrapped in your legs,
and your lips had me locked like a trap for a bear.

I couldn’t dare to look away from your eyes,
every word you said was printed in my head,
even the words you spoke without letters.
My tongue was afraid to usurp your mouth,
because it didn’t want to disturb your gasps
or deprive the room of the lust in your moans.

Until time betrayed us while staring,
with the sun climbing up the window,
the night was over when we were starting.
You made yourself loose and my hands set free
but I wasn’t ready yet, to let you leave.

I didn’t need to know you to realize I would fall in love,
before I saw you, I already knew how much I like you.
Because the words that made me wordless came from you,
even when it seemed I had all the answers, I was clueless
and when my lips finally met yours, I was left breathless.

Breathless…
Truth is I never caught my breath again.
When your clothes fell, so did I, so did I.
The pink tone of your skin that caught my eyes,
and when your eyes caught me staring…
I closed mine trying to make the moment less awkward,
but my mind was already wide open;
I had your body sketched in my head,
all different tones of your skin
and every shape and every curve.
I made a blueprint of you in a blink
Using the ink as landmarks in a landscape,
taking directions for the upcoming trip.
I raised my hands to explore you
and drove my mouth closer to taste,
when my nose caught the sweet smell of perfume,
The smell like a trademark that clouds my thoughts,
I left myself felt, I left myself fell.