There have been other eyes looking at me now,
yet they don’t have that look that burned my skin,
even this naked body sleeping next to mine
can’t give me that heat sensation that pleases my mind.

I know the damage has been done
and “Broken” might describe best the situation.
Now healing might look far from the equation
but it’s not enough reason for me to forget;
who you are, who I am, what we were
and what have been done of ourselves.

I’m wide awake with my sanity at stake,
and wide aware of my mistakes,
but never felt nor feel regret,
cause I’ve been caged for too long
yet wrapped in you I tasted the freedom
Even if once again I’m left alone.

The first time we shared our breath
I catch a glimpse of light,
now I fear the darkness one more time.
I’ve been a coward all my life,
hiding from reality with every gasp
because fantasy is easier to grasp.

Yet those nights in your breasts
you didn’t left room to the imagination,
in my fantasy there’s no better creation.
When you became the sin in my lust,
the doubt in my emotions,
the reminiscence of my dreams,
the haunt of my thoughts,
the muse of my best poem,
the one I wrote in your soul,
the ghost, the woman, the light.
What won’t I sacrifice,
To share my bed one more night.